This is how i feel

I found this Picture... credit to whoever that posted this on tumblr. I love the words on it.. This is what i'm feeling right now.

"ITS HARD TO WAIT AROUND FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU KNOW MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN.. BUT ITS HARDER TO LET IT GO... WHEN ITS THE ONLY THING YOU WANT "

Its hard for me to think about the future. I'm really scared .. i dont know how to face it... I wanna be with you but your thoughts, ur principles, all are different to mine. to my environtment... sometimes i wish i could runaway to you and do everything i want without thinking about my family etc.

it makes me Depressed, Lost ...