Hate U

If u decide to disappear for ONE week..then i will disappear for ONE month. WORD.


I'm ILL and u just disappeared. i know i might not as important as Roger Federer for u , but cmon....

maybe i will never be health..

Visa Rejected
No structure employee
My mom Safety
YOU
All... are just trying to make me ill.... why dont they just kill me !!!!!!!!! Gosh..

I Just Got LOST ...........

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

This is how i feel

I found this Picture... credit to whoever that posted this on tumblr. I love the words on it.. This is what i'm feeling right now.

"ITS HARD TO WAIT AROUND FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU KNOW MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN.. BUT ITS HARDER TO LET IT GO... WHEN ITS THE ONLY THING YOU WANT "

Its hard for me to think about the future. I'm really scared .. i dont know how to face it... I wanna be with you but your thoughts, ur principles, all are different to mine. to my environtment... sometimes i wish i could runaway to you and do everything i want without thinking about my family etc.

it makes me Depressed, Lost ...

How To Disappear Completely

That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here....

(Radiohead : How To Disappear Completely)